131123 - Day 23
aish~ i don't know what to write. and i hate it! this day is really not good. woke up not feeling well. whole body is itching because of some allergy which till now, i don't know where i got from. also, my twitter timeline is full of unwanted tweets or those tweets i cannot even relate to. i don't know but it feels sad. i only remember following fans of SS501. but seeing how most of them tweets about other groups now is just... sad. i can't blame them though~~ because of SS501 being on hiatus, they need to somehow get into other groups coz it helps not to miss SS501 more than they should. i also thought of getting to know other groups but i still keeps on coming back to SS501. im liking BTOB though~ but no other groups can be compared to the love i have for my precious five men. i miss them. being on individual activities, i admit that i only follow young saeng. he's my ultimate bias but it doesn't mean i don't support the others. i do, just not that much as i support YS. it makes me feel guilty at times coz i asked myself if i can still be considered as a Triple S. i like when the five of them are together. and even if i don't show it that much but i do support and love Kyu, Baby, Leader and Mal with all my heart. i will wait even how long it takes to see them promote together again. i promise that i will be a 100% Triple S when that time comes.
funny, i said that i don't know what to write but i've written a lot already. haha!
during this lonely times, looking at this otter with those really cute expressions helps a lot. im not even exaggerating but this is what i always do when my feeling is down. i will just look at him and will find myself smiling already. i hope he knows how he can affect other people's lives just this much.
i miss you T.T
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